The "urge" I'm waiting for suddenly came so I embraced the moment. It's my first time painting outside the house by our terrace. The cool atmosphere and the blowing wind it's just so refreshing.
I've never felt so relaxed painting, it feels like my hand is just moving by itself. The brush feels so light and everything is on control.
I'm glad I took a short stroll earlier, even though this town is covered in houses and so damn tired of it. It still helped me to be positive. It's a good warm up for both body and mind.Walking on the morning also helps me to look forward on the day. Trying new little things is a great experience and a good refresher. You might find some ideas outside. It gave me the chance to try something new. Even the little details outside can be very attractive like....electric posts..with birds. A rock can be attractive too, It happens.
I think one of the root causes of my art block is being
isolated in my room everyday. I felt so locked up, seeing the same corners all the time. Since I want to travel....I just felt so lonely. It feels like yesterday is just repeating again and again facing my desktop all the time. I've got nothing to do, I can't draw, there's no creative juices, my brain's dreaded, I'm so uninspired, so bored, it's driving me crazy.
I'm glad I took the courage this time, no further a do I started.
I'm always at doubt using a paint. Because the first thoughts on my mind are difficult and complicated. I'm afraid I might ruin my works. But I still had problems when I finished it. Some parts are bothering me, so I did a retouch twice.
But, I'm satisfied now.
Those times can't be helped. I'm imperfect but I can always do better.